Preschool!!!!! Day 66!!
Sep 12, 2018
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G6W0LzX_zE0

good morning welcome to Tuesday um oh my
gosh I don't know why my eyes are
looking so droopy but uh anywho so I've
already taken my shower for the day I
wash my face but of course you know how
that goes
my mascara definitely did not want to
release from my face as usual so I have
to wipe it again which I already did so
how annoying is that anyway so this
morning my plan is to finish getting
ready
my children are absolutely waiting
because today is the first day of
preschool for them I'm so excited
they are so excited they have been
waiting for this day so it's been a days
definitely coming down just a little bit
so I can talk to you I am wiping my eyes
I just don't get it like I mean I
clearly what I wiped my I washed my face
and it just how crazy can this be
anyways um so today here it is not it's
not like cold it's just definitely very
um what do you want to say gloomy so
we're all wearing well I am wearing my
new pants which I will show you but they
look like they're so comfortable oMG
sorry do my women Lee thing I think men
do this too most most men but most uh
but anyways
so what I'm gonna try and do because
like I had said before I'm gonna really
try and incorporate my you know my daily
getting to you know getting ready and
start really trying to do more day vlogs
so with that it's just you know learning
all the ins and outs of exactly what I
need to do to prepare that okay where is
my Elena okay I remember Ezra had them
Hart Ezra had it last night and I took
it from her so that's where they went
anyways so my goal is to try and do and
get more into mode of doing de vlogs
because I know you guys really enjoyed
that and personally I enjoy it I love
showing you guys what goes on in our
daily lives you know we we do stay very
busy but that's always a good thing
that's not anything bad but definitely
you know it just goes keep us a little
on the outside so anyways so today I
have the preschool to do and then I have
to run to Kay's I don't know if you guys
know what cases some of you may some of
you may not because some of you guys may
not have it where you guys are but it's
a jewelry store but I have my wedding
ring I need to get every 6 months in
order to keep a lifetime warranty on the
diamonds
um you have to take it in every six
months and have them check it and just
you know make sure that the Diamonds are
setting right and that they're not going
to lose they clean it for you it's I
mean it's a really nice actually I I
don't mind it
and plus you get like free sizing which
with my wedding ring why I mean I I
could get it sized but the thing is with
my wedding ring the way that it's set
you're really not technically supposed
to get it sized more than twice in its
lifetime because it will start unsetting
the the diamonds and so for me I'm just
like nah I'm good
I'd rather not go and get it sized right
now oh that's great my light died on me
okay well I know what I'm gonna be
charging today oh I know why because my
life knows that I'm on a time limit
anyways so every run that John and then
I you can send it off if you want and
like have anything done to it that you
need personally for me I we just had my
ring soldered and stuff last year so all
of that's good and I haven't worn it for
quite a while so I don't feel that I
need to get is rodent and if you don't
know what that is because my ring is I
don't know how to explain it other than
after wearing it so made like for so
long with like using lotions and little
things like that oh come on why is it
doing this
it will start so we're like it will
we're down to like the gold I don't know
I don't quite understand it then anyways
so
okay you guys so this is the final the
final countdown you keep singing this
anyways so this is the final look
anyways
so my eyes are the best that they're
gonna get today anyways what do you guys
think okay I'm gonna be trying to go to
Walmart so I've been really wanting to
like get into wearing a little bit of
makeup I know that you know I'm not into
like the whole foundation and all that
like I really am NOT but you know I
would like to get to where I can you
know just have fun and where other stuff
and like you know eyeshadow and things
like that and I've been watching like so
many YouTube videos on makeups and
things like that and I really desire to
get into it a little bit more I think it
makes me feel more you know put together
and just you know like I'm really taking
time for myself and you know and that
makes me feel good and so for me it's
like I need to do this for myself you
know and my husband has no problem with
me wearing makeup you know some men
don't like their women wearing makeup
and it doesn't mean it's just religion
based it's just some women prefer which
I mean always always telling me oh
you're so beautiful you don't need it
again I get it I understand it but for
me I feel like when I take a little bit
time and I put a little bit of makeup on
I feel like I'm taking some time to
start my day and that makes me feel like
I am putting efforts into my stuff
I was going to show you guys
not to change that but I wasn't sure you
guys here is my 40 pounds that's gonna
work right there is my 40 pound charm so
I just added it to this one the one that
I got for my birthday so anyways um but
I just want to show you guys kind of
what I look like
not that you don't know what I look like
but um again I hope that I did even what
y'all think but like I said I want to
get some like eyeshadow and just get a
few things like that that I can kind of
just you know but I don't want to do you
know I don't know how to contour I don't
know how to do all that I've been
hearing words about it but I don't know
personally how to do that and I think
that's taking a little bit too much time
for me but I'd like to start doing some
so if you guys have any suggestions or
any videos that you guys might know to
watch to learn let me know because I
really want to learn how to put on
makeup and put it on correctly
tu me W X Y
okay you guys so if you did not see what
we were doing for preschool it was a for
Apple horse cuz today's first day of
preschool so I had them each color a
letter a for Apple beautiful artwork ya
know
Omar nessarose and then they also
practice writing their letters on their
board which they tried and then we also
made a Apple that ones Omar's this one
is s.res so yes that is what concludes
preschool and we did it for 40 minutes
so hey I think that was the great start
and of course the kids are gonna have to
learn their you know their boundaries
and stuff cuz this is the first time
that we've really had any like time to
where we're sitting at a table and
actually like working on something so I
think just it's gonna take time for them
to learn like the boundary of getting
into things and you know how to use like
glue and stuff like that so little by
little they're learning and we'll get
better at it today again was the first
day so I mean it was the first one for
me as well so hopefully it'll Friday
when I do it again I'll be a little more
prepared and a little more organized so
that way then it's just I have
everything laid out it'll make it a lot
like the transitioning get easier to get
into different you know the different
things so that way then it just makes a
little bit easier for the kids so
anyways hope you guys enjoyed watching
the preschool so when we go to Walmart
today I'm hoping that I might be able to
run into the cosmetic department and see
if I can find an eyeshadow palette I
really want some type of eye shadow I
think it would really help immensely
with putting color above my eyes
so I'm hoping that I can we'll see
because the kids are acting kind of like
they're in their mood but we'll see
we'll see
my husband's probably gonna be like yeah
no not happening today and yeah I think
I'm gonna have him stop and grab me a
tea because I am dying of thirst no I
did nothing with my job today I did no
fun fun stuff because yeah with daily
vlogging sometimes you're gonna catch me
like this because it's just grab and go
you know not seeing every single day
it's not but there's days where I'll
just grab sorry I'm moving my camera all
over the place but um anyways it's just
a grab and go look but I'm comfy and
that's what matters right anyways
alright well I will check in with you
guys in a little bit I'm gonna go see if
I can get a TV a okey dokey oh we just
got home from Walmart and no I did not
vlog inside the store because it was
pouring down rain in fact I still have
water on my glasses and drive me nuts so
I did not end up walking inside the
store I just wanted to get in and then
Ezra needed to do her you know womanly
shopping along with mommy doing her
shopping and daddy getting diapers so
and we picked up some more solids bags
of salad for my dinners this week but I
wanted to show you guys really quick
what I got
pretty pretty excited
anyways so the first thing I got was
another elf eyeliner this one this one's
smudge free budge free eyeliners
long-lasting offers fabulous precession
the smooth pin applicator glides color
on easily for very fine ample lines so
I'm hoping that it I'm hoping that it's
gonna be different I mean I think that
I've been doing pretty good with this
one this one's wet and wild this one's
elf the only let's see I'm gonna open it
up I mean I've been using this one for
what you guys see now and I'm hoping
that it doesn't look too wonky
oops but I just wanted to try something
different and this one I don't know it
doesn't and we're trying to read letters
that I am not clearly going to be able
to see but this one doesn't say just as
liquid eyeliner it doesn't say if it's
waterproof or not I don't know but this
one clearly stated that it is waterproof
oh please don't currently as for I was
taking a nap so that's why
an advantage so there's the marker
whatever it's called ooh
that's gonna be nice because the one
that I have that I am currently have
been using which is fine like I said
it's not they're not bad but definitely
so this one is the wet and wild this one
is the elf and that's wet and wild down
there so I mean I think and then let's
see what else did I get I got two of
these these are wet n wilds they're new
I don't know if that is if everything is
the new or not but I got these I'm
hoping that these will be fun to use
their glitter single solo and proof
formula provides highly pigmented
glitter color bleached and this one
spiked that one spiked no one's bleached
like I told you guys I am just starting
out with this stuff like I clearly um
please don't do that with the mirror I
clearly don't know everything that I'm
doing with makeup it is all something
new to me fun I have never really
honestly could not tell you if I've ever
really want my cup I never took the time
for it but you know Omar please stop but
as I you know losing weight and stuff I
I'm feeling more like you know I want to
start taking more time to you know put a
little bit of time into my to me and
however that's gonna be is whatever I
want to do and you know when it's
becoming a little bit of an adjustment
for like even my husband because he was
just like holy cow when I checked out
today and he's seen I'm still opening up
these things you know he was just like
wow you know I mean cuz we're not used
to spending money on makeup but I just
told him I was like you know I
I haven't ever been able to really can't
okay hold on just a minute please okay
and I will do that in just a minute
where's your Kranz oh okay you need to
get them and go put them back in your
begging you guys how do I put this on
I'm trying this one
yes I can't see you very well um so
that's those two oh no bull quarter
let's get lucky
the next thing I got is one is wet and
wild eye color palette and then the
other one is Maybelline now if you have
seen candy foxes you the her video her
last one she just did a full face of
Maybelline and I watched it last night
and that's what kind of intrigued me to
start watching and she used this palette
and oh my gosh I'm gonna go back and
re-watch it again and trace her steps
because like I said I have no clue what
I'm doing I don't know how to put on
holy cow how many stickers do they put
on these things I don't know if that's a
normal thing like that they have that
you know but for somebody that doesn't
know how to make one anyways well I
don't think I'm gonna have to open this
one right now I just want to show you
guys kind of what I got then I also got
so before I show you that hey please
stop okay that needs to stop also bought
this it's hard candy just glow body
Luminizer head-to-toe skin glow pump a
few drops into fingertip palm of hand
Bunch or Beauty Blender so
this was the most expensive thing I
think this was like nine dollars but
I've seen it and I thought well I like
it
oh how about one of these I just got a
cheap thing because we're cheap but I
also have tons of sponges tubes guys
remember all the little white sponges
yeah tons of those but I bought one of
those for now and I have one of these
drawers I also have one of those so see
yeah it's like a silicone II thingy
again we'll see I don't know
dance new but we're gonna try this okay
so it's like a pump no swatches going on
here so we're just gonna travel swatches
that's not no okay well it's not
touching anything okay uh-huh please
stop stop okay let's not do this right
now okay Mama's busy okay so came out
like that and I don't know if you guys
could see that very well but it's like
yeah it's like definitely it's gonna put
a nice glow
on it now how do you guys wash with
water mild slope or I replace everyone's
at three months oh that's not bad
um I mean yeah that's gonna be really
pretty I am so excited so anywho that is
and that will last me oh my god that's
gonna last forever but I mean for nine
dollars that's not truthfully that's not
really bad and I just I'm yeah yay I am
really excited and then I told Ollie
that because I bought these like I had
told you the other day I think it was
like three or four dollars for this pack
and I'm gonna go back to the Dollar Tree
and pick up some more because literally
you get five more then you get with this
and I mean yes I'm not gonna say that it
doesn't work because it really does I
mean it it clearly takes this stuff off
but clearly takes everything off but I
you know for a dollar I can get you know
five more and clearly I mean I don't I
always wash my face first in new ways
like that's just an automatic so I wash
my face in my shower and then when I
come out that's when I use these just to
get like them yeah Oh liner doesn't not
want to come off anyways but yeah I
literally I mean I use them just to
clean up like my hands my hands clean up
like the the leftover black from you
know I and I usually cut him in
so that also comes in great handy but if
I can get them for cheaper why why would
I so that is clearly why I am doing what
I'm doing
but anyways okay I am going to adjust
this really quick so I really want to
put my put all my makeup in these drawer
things
you
okay so again I reorganized everything
hopefully my kids will stop getting into
my stuff so that it will stay nice but I
went ahead and I put like excuse apart
easy test it's just there for if there's
a chance at me to see my cycle but
there's none of that happening huh
anyways um so I am missing one of my
glosses I just notice that anyways
so here's like all my lip glosses and
stuff and then down here like my
mascaras and my eyeliners these I bought
these I really don't know what I'm
supposed to do with these I'm gonna look
them up a little bit later
these weren't from today this is from a
while back I got my eyeshadow palettes
I'm just probably my kids will leave
this stuff alone then here's just like
my sponges my very few brushes that I
have left because again right that's a
bottom into them and then like my hair
stuff down here and then all my beauty
stuff here with my new spray so any whom
this is what I just did okay so yeah
that is kind of what I am doing I will
come back in here and finish it a little
bit I'm just waiting for a leader to
come in with us ruff she fell asleep in
the car on the way home and I was like
well just sit out because he'll watch
like YouTube videos and stuff like that
so I told him I was like just watch your
YouTube videos relax
do whatever you want and let her sleep
she needs it she has been cranky so
that's
doing and I've got dishes I need to do I
don't like it so I don't know exactly
what I'm gonna do just yeah I think I'm
gonna rest for just a few minutes
because I'm just coming home and enjoy
my tea and then after that I'll probably
get the kitchen cleaned up and stuff yes
that's what I'm gonna do okay
nevermind I think I'm gonna clean first
so that way then I can actually sit and
relax for a little bit myself because if
I know I have kitchen stuff to do I'm
not I won't rest until it's done
so I'm just like okay never mind we'll
clean up first and then we'll do it well
then we'll do a rest but it's really not
bad bad it's just basically like morning
mess preschool stuff that we took out
things like that so it's not bad I
pretty much had the kitchen clean off
night before bed so that will save us
you
well done this room let me see
cupcake flavored Jojo and she's got it
on her pretty lips with chocolate on
them
Oh in a little bit of paint on her nose
how cute anyways yes as for says mommy
me makeup
me it's been a while since I've checked
in with y'all
it has been a long afternoon I don't
know if my babies are not feeling good I
don't know what is going on but they
have been so cranky today it has been
ridiculous how cranky honestly that they
have been I have not dealt with them
being this cranky in a very long time so
I don't know if they are just like
really going through something item but
this moment has literally just and I was
playing with one of my new eye liners
and I was doing something and I goofed
and no no no please don't
Ezra okay I said please stop that's it
anyways I was playing around with it and
so I ended up going into the middle of
my ball and I was just like okay I've
had it I so I left it there cuz I
decided that I'm gonna pick my battle am
I gonna fight with it or am I just gonna
leave it I decided to leave it for the
moment so I can deal with the rest of
the chaos going on at my house and so
that is what amy has been doing me and
all he did get the bean challenge filmed
I am so excited to share it with you
guys so I will get that up and edited
here quickly so I can get that showing
to you guys I know you
you guys have been patiently waiting so
I will definitely have that Lee you're
working on that good evening we have
made it to another night don't know how
but I did it um today has definitely
been a very very long day for our family
let's just say my kids have been so
cranky today and I just not understand I
don't know if they're just seriously
going through stages you know I mean
Omar is-3s auras too I don't know
because they're trying to learn their
communication skills you know like
really where I don't feel like they're
being it flat naughty like you know but
I really just there there's tantrum
throwing and crying and stuff it's it's
definitely been getting a little out of
hand so me and Daddy sat down tonight
and you know we talked and you know
we're making a plan of action and you
know I think that promoting some
timeouts is gonna be in the works
because you know I think that timeouts
are healthy I don't think that timeouts
are at all bad you know and I think that
there comes a point I am cleaning my
nails because I was in the middle of
painting my nails earlier and Omar
decided to come in wasn't on purpose but
he came in for something and I dropped
my phone in his macaroni cheese so
because of that I ended up having to
turn off my film and deal with that so
there what my nail polish but the thing
about it was I painted my nails black
and I
never ever paint my nails black but I
was ever so silly and did such a funny
thing and yeah so now it looks like I've
got nasty gunk under my nails and really
in reality it is just black nail polish
but if you didn't know that you'd
probably think it was dirt anyways so
yeah today's just been a little bit of a
challenging day to say the least
I am definitely you know I think the
biggest importance is making sure that
you and your partner on the same level
and page when it comes to raising kids
up you know and sometimes it can be easy
to lose sight of that it's easy to
sometimes lose that vision when you know
you guys are busy you know parents get
busy life gets busy and sometimes
dealing with those type of things are
just not always the easiest but I think
that we have come up with a good plan
you know it's gonna take its gonna take
efforts from both sides from me and from
him and when I say that's because it's
it's easy to tell a child to stop
something but it's not easy to follow
through sometimes as a parent because
you just get to the point where you're
just tired and you just want to not have
to deal and you know it's sometimes
easier easier than anything just to do
that but at the same time we have to
remember that we are raising these kids
up to be nice grown adults at some given
time and I want my kids to be those you
know very respectful
children that don't walk around and act
like little hoodlums because they got
away with things as a child that they
clearly probably they didn't need to so
we are definitely nicking it in the butt
now and so you guys may see kids getting
in timeout and well that's our train of
thought on this and how we're going to
deal with it and with Maya's behavior
you know we don't deal with it too much
you know he's a good kid but you know
kids are kids but he will be losing
privileges to his ps4 and you know call
us mean call us whatever but you know
you have to do what is beneficial for
everybody involved and to me I feel like
this is what is gonna be the best thing
for my kids so anywho let me make sure
that for the most part I think my nails
look okay I mean still a little bit of
black but I mean it will come off as
time goes by I'm gonna go ahead and just
do this one it's Sally Hansen maximum
growth so I'm gonna go ahead and do that
just paint them while I'm talking to you
guys but anyways um so me and Ollie we
did do the bean challenge oh yeah we did
do the bean challenge and I will be
getting that video edited and up for you
guys
ASAP you guys are gonna love it um it
was it was fun not gonna spoil it so I'm
not telling you guys what's all about it
but it was fun and you know it's fun
because you start to realize like wow
you know I had my spouse really does
know more about me than I thought he did
or she did or whatever
but yeah it was it was very fun I am not
ignoring you guys I'm just trying to
paint my nails really quick
well paint him with this stuff but
anyways so other than that we had a
really good day I did do the preschool
today which was really fun beans it was
our first time our first run you know I
think I'm gonna have to work out some
little kinks which I believe will be
making sure that I'm more prepared more
organized you know so that the kids
aren't sitting and waiting because I
think that that's kind of you know the
kids don't want to sit and wait for me
to get things pulled out and stuff like
that so I'm gonna make sure that I am
more prepared come Friday so what I'm
gonna do is Sata's Thursday I will sit
down and get Friday's activities ready
so that way then when it comes to a
Friday well then we just have to sit
down and do our preschool and not have
to worry about everything but they had a
blast and that's just what matters to me
is that they truly did enjoy themselves
and that makes me feel good so anywho
yeah that's just all I did I just put
the no gross stuff on but you can kind
of see a little bit the block book oh
well it's a right
it definitely is but anyways yeah so
today was a good day tiring I am
exhausted I have not eaten yet
oli is actually preparing my solid for
me right now so that way I can eat and
then we're gonna get the kids to bed
excuse the mess back there excuse the
mess back there I was going through
cords and trying to unleash things and
getting my essential oil burner out of
the way because it was all piled up into
the cords and I didn't finish it
I got busy and me and all these started
talking and I was just like okay I
clearly zip that one but it's alright
cuz I'm gonna run through and clean up
here in just a minute but anyways I
really hope that you all had an amazing
day today I truly truly truly from the
bottom of my heart love every one of
your guys's comments you guys are
amazing the support and encouragement
that you guys pour out to me it's just I
cannot say enough how think 'fl I am for
each and every one of you guys and it
makes me feel so good to have you guys a
part of my life and I have gained some
amazing friends through all of you and
tomorrow I don't know what the plan is I
did not get my ring taken to the jewelry
store so I probably I'm gonna do that
tomorrow I think other than that I'm not
really sure I don't think I really have
any other plan plans so we'll see and
we'll see how the weather is tomorrow
too because if it's really nasty and
really like it was earlier this
afternoon
I am going nowhere I will stay home so
anyways I am going to close here so that
I can get my area cleaned up and get the
kids ready for bed go eat my Dindin and
then go and watch a movie
so anyways I will talk to you guys soon
take care and I will see you in the
morning
